Suicide is NOT an Option

Hello again everyone.
How's the weather out there? It's pouring cats and dogs here, and I love it! Rain makes me so happy... Anyways school's almost done, first semester, and then it's a new set of courses to master, new friends & teachers to meet. I should really put up some more artwork but... gah! I'm gonna put up a slideshow of 2009 of my life. It will be superkalifreakinawesome! And yes, that's a word.


Now, TO THE POINT! First, this is NOT a suicide letter.
Everyone thinks about it at some point in their life; maybe you lost your job and gf/bf, and family seems distant to you, or many reasons, but it's OK. It's a normal thought. But if you actually carried it out.... just think of all the life you'd be missing. Times with friends, family, meeting new co-workers and going to the movies. Think about all the people you'll be leaving behind, how much they will be hurting; wondering what they could have done to prevent it. Suicide is NOT the easy way out. It never will be. Talking to a good friend or your family about anything that's troubling you will help the most, even if they don't know what to say. It gets the feelings out, and trust me, I KNOW this works. I've been there myself and talking solves everything.

Strangely, I somehow managed to talk about this without crying... I really dislike the subject altogether, but when it needs to be talked about, it's fine... Personally, I've (and I'm sure you have too) experienced a few friends, whom I know too well to let them ever let them do it, who've told me they tried, or seriously thought about it, and although that feeling hurts so much, we have to understand what they were thinking from their point of view in order to help them. And so we should. That's what good friends are for, to be there and to listen, no matter what the circumstance.

I'm writing this because someone I knew committed suicide sometime yesterday. He was someone I tutored for a year and a bit, and I got to know their family pretty well. And now he's gone... over what? Bullying. Simple as that. He's from the Middle East/Prussia, and people don't seem to understand it's not fun nor fair to treat them, or any other race/people, any different than you'd treat someone your background. So think about yourself and how you'd feel if someone was treating you like that, BEFORE you go and insult someone. It shows that bullying needs to be stopped.


Anyways, I know this wasn't very ... clear. LOL just some thoughts from me. Off to the gym now, I'll put up some more photos sometime soon... no idea when, just be patient.

KiRaShi